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I feel UNINSPIRED.

So.  . .
Go ahead and. . .
INSPIRE ME.
please?

 I'm sorry I don't really post that much on here! (Or any at all, really.)
Acutally, something happened, so I really haven't been able to access the computer for awhile. Before that, no excuse, except moing back to Arizona. XD
It was an odd series off events really. I'd been having headaches and sleeping problems for the past couple of years, and then about a month and a half ago I got kind of sick. The most prominent things were increased frequency, and pain in the headaches, and neckache, and further trouble with sleep. That was just before we moved back to Arizona from Oregon. Then, a few weeks after we moved back, I got even worse. Congestion, sore throat, extreme tiredness, and just over all, feeling plain awful. I also began having problems with dizziness. It even got to the point where I couldn't walk a straight line, and needed to lean on walls, or my mother for support because I couldn't support myself in my dizziness. We went to the doctor, Monday, after I registered at my new highschool. The doctor presibed some medication, but the following day I got even worse. I started thowing up, and couldn't stop. I threw up water, my medication, everything. So we went back to the doctor's and I was experiencing the headache, the neckache, the dizziness, the nausea, and he said I should go to the emergency room for dehydration. Get an IV to get some fluids.

 So, we went to the emergency room, and literally waited for hours. I went to the. . . triage, I think? And they checked on me, gave me a shot, drew some blood. . . Then I got a c.t. scan. . . Was given a small room, with a curtain, and so I was lying down, my mother was sitting down beside me. . . And the doctor came in and asked to speak with my mother. I thought "Well, shit, this can't be good." It wasn't. It seems I had a tumor in my brain. So, they took me in an ambulance to a hospital in downtown pheonix, which is probably a half hour away from here. It seems that there, is one of the best neurological centers in the world. Such good luck!! They're were really great really. I had brain surgery, and some other stuff~~. It was a crazy experience. The tumor was a rare one, they later found out, it was hemangioblastoma type. It was benine, so I didn't have cancer. It was hereditary though so I could have others in my body. They took an ultrasound, to see, actually. It was weird. Haha. But that's pretty much it, I guess. I got super lucky. There seems to be no side effects. And, they didn't have to buzz all my hair off. XD They just buzzed really small areas where they made the incision. So I'm really grateful for that.

 Also, something else! I want to be a lolita! lawl. C: An amaloli (sweet loli), actually. I just don't want to fill out the fashion, either. I want to live the lifestyle of a lolita.~♪ So I have to commit myself to this. I have to go on a diet, excercise, find a job (someone, please!, hire a 15 year old!), and I also want to learn how to knit and sew. . . So wish me luck on my quest to become the best lolita I can be!! <3